My brother has been dead for 13 year and for the third time, I dreamt of him alive. In the dream we believe he's dead but then he returns alive... The dreams feel so real and today it felt even more real because in the dream I asked my mom to pinch me and I felt pain when she did that. I also felt him and hugged him and felt his perfume even though I don't remember it in real life... I woke up crying as usual.