Last night I had a dream that my deceased best friend who is also my boyfriends ex girlfriend went to a concert with both of us. In the beginning of the dream she had just returned from an extended absence and us 3 along with I believe two other people had all gone to a concert which is something we had always done I’m awake life. At first, I looked over to my best friend and her and my boyfriend were holding hands. I didn’t say anything to her but thought to myself she must not know that we’re together. My boyfriend and I went to the bathroom together which gave me a chance to address it. I just told him that this is super awkward for me and if he doesn’t stop showing her affection and if we don’t tell her that we’re togrther, I will have to leave him. When we got back to my best friend he stopped showing her affection and held me/stayed by my side the rest of the night. The dream ended after that.
Awake life: I met my boyfriend through my best friend. We were all best friends for 10 years and they dated for 6-7 of those years on and off. My boyfriend and I would hang out without when they were off, just as friends though. They officially broke up and he moved 1200 miles away. Fast forward a year or two and my best friend passed away from an overdose. I ended up seeing my boyfriend at her wake, that being the first time I had seen in a few years. We made plans to hang out that night and catch up since it had been so long. At the end of the night we ended up kissing. We had never had any attraction like that to each other in the past, but both say we felt something that day we had never felt before. He went back home 1200 miles away once the weekend was over. We decided to make it official 2 weeks later and are now dating. I did tell my friends mom out of respect for her. At the time my friends mom told me she was okay with it, but recently told my grandma she doesn’t know how she feels about it. Also recently, my boyfriend has been working a lot (14-16 hour days) which has made me feel less important in his life because we don’t get to talk as much as we used to. He assures me all the time that is not the case, he is just exhausted from running his business and working so much. We have currently been together for a little over a year in a long distance relationship.
I cant stop thinking about this dream I had for whatever reason and I am just trying to make sense of it all. Please help!