So I had two terrible dreams last night. Didn't help that there was a cat in the roof of my house screeching and having a fight with another cat...anyway, I did go to bed sad but waking up this morning I feel terribly upset and can't get the feeling and images out of my head. I have very lucid dreams and often can control them so these were quite terrifying because I could feel everything that was happening emotionally and physically.

In the first dream I was late meeting a friends at work. Everything was fine and dandy and then suddenly I was late so I run out the door and jump in a cab to the city. The cab driver looks at me strangely and then reaches over and touches my leg. Then he begins to grab and abuse and hit me and locks me in the cab. I'm screaming and trying to move to the end of the cab but his hands are everywhere. I manage to unlock the door and run into a building and straight into a motel room with windows and lock myself. I look out the windows and the cab driver stops and gets out of the cab and walks straight towards me. I know he is going to smash in the window and rape and kill me. But I wake up just as he get to the door.

Then I fall back asleep into a second dream. I am walking around my house and I walk into my housemates room. She is lying on a bed, eyes closed. Another friend is sitting next to her and hypnotising a voodoo doll and whatever she does is happening to my unconscious friend. She makes the doll (which is a wolf) opens its jaws and bare it's teeth. I look at my friend and she has her mouth open and she is almost growling. I feel sorry for her and leave them both and walk back to the living room. Suddenly I am sitting on a toilet and trying to pee, I go to wipe and notice something wrong. I look up and my sister is looking at me. I can feel a babies head about the size of a fist. I push and a stillborn baby, looking peaceful falls into the toilet. My sister is still watching saying, well done, you did well. I pick up the baby and look at it, dead but peaceful and so small. I kiss it on the head and give it a little hug and in fear of being caught flush it down the toilet. I leave the bathroom and wonder whether or not I looked fat earlier because of the pregnancy. I spend a few minutes walking around wondering if the placenta was going to come out or not. Then I wake up.

Here are links to the definitions of the key symbols in your dream. Knowing them, you can probably figure out what was going on in your waking life which generated the dream:

car (variation of taxi): dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/car.html
driver: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/driver.html
abused: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/abused.html
trapped: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/trapped.html
escape: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/escape.html
hotel: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/hotel.html
chased: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/chased.html
rape: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/rape.html

wolf: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/wolf.html
toilet: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/toilet.html
urinating: dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definitions/urinating.html
stillborn baby - dreamdoctor.com/dream-dictionary/definit.../baby-stillborn.html

Without the benefit of knowing the waking life background of your dreams, the circumstances which would have generated them, it seems that the first dream is about someone in your waking life who has some level control or influence over you. The setting of the dream suggests that it might be a professional relationship, as in a male boss, supervisor or teacher. You feel as if he is trying to take advantage of you and are trying to escape, but he persists, making you feel threatened.

The second dream seems to be about another situation in your waking life, one that may relate to your family or personal life, given the presence of your housemate and sister. Try to ID what the baby might represent. It could be a recent project or a relationship that you wanted to "birth" but it died. The setting of the bathroom suggests that it is a very personal and private matter, which might be even be romantic.

Another way to identify what area of your life your dream are about is to consider the feelings IN your dreams. Feelings IN dreams are never disguised, so how you feel IN your dream is how you feel about its subject in your waking life.

Please share with us what was going on in your life at the time you had the dreams, and I will try to do a better job of helping you to connect the dots. In the meantime, I hope that this has been helpful.