Working at zumies, start stealing things on solo shift and get fired? Or quit? Just remember leaving to go. I’m at Blake’s house and I was watching videos online with Bens mom and Jawon. I see a video of me and Rayna and I look at bens mom and she says you’re trying to distract her and I start crying and saying how Ben is my brother. We go upstairs and play games and what not and talk until I was listening to music which is controlled by free masons to cause people to kill each other and hate God. My stepdad gets mad at me and tells me about how I need to do better and work more and listen more and he grounds me from everything. I go to my room to and was on my phone and go to hang out with Jawon and Reyna again. Javonte comes out of no where after discussing him and starts shooting. I jump over the counter and duck behind something and then pop up and jump over another counter but get shot in the back twiceand butt. I ran outside and Pray to god and watch videos of a civil war unfolding. Javonte laughs and then ends my life. I wake up at night and run across the street by myself from the position I died at and jump a fence running and make it. But then there’s a demon and it’s shaped like a llama dog goat. I run at it yelling this is for God or something of the sorts and it runs away then back to me. I grab it by the face and it face turns into an alligator it says, why would I ever hurt humans they’ve been good to me. But I felt it was up to something nefarious and I try to end it. I blank out to coming back to Blake’s house through the back after being scolded or remembering my scolding from earlier. I try to sneak in but end up just going out the fence and I had a durag on and I throw it into the neighbors yard. My step dad comes out yelling and asking if I threw drugs and I pleaded and said no it was just a durag and he says we’ll see then first go inside and I said I swear to god and he said which and I said the father, the Holy Spirit. He trips on something and said you’re not allowed to say that did you just see? (Synchronicity of sorts) then he looks on his head and there’s a red dot. Javonte starts firing from a car or cop car and I go to try to run but get shot in the head. My friend is posting on his Snapchat and Instagram a video of me seizing up as I die from the bullet wound and make noises. He put a laughing face but then the gunman comes and kills him. I’m facedown in the ground thinking of life and everything that happens and say is this what death is like. A dream devoid of moving or sensation but the realization of all?
