I had a dream where I was standing in a place so dark yet I can see very well, it's like I was in a third person perspective and I can see myself standing, this person comes to me, and I can't see their face, they hug me and I can tell I feel so warm and safe in their arms, and then their nails grow taller and startes stabbing my back, intering my skin till it shows from the front side of my body on the side of my ribs, I can feel the pain and the fear, yet the warm and safe feeling never leaves either.

Is there someone in your life that fits both actions? Or/and could it be how you feel about yourself. Both loving and destructive {personality/personal attitudes}