okay, i dont know how else to find the meaning of this dream, so i hope this will work i usually ignore most of my dreams and move on with life after but this one has to have meaning. so, what happened was sincerely disturbing to me. before i continue, it is important to highlight that ALL my dreams are lucid dreams, im always aware that im dreaming, but i usually choose not to control them unless its necessary because i like seeing happens on its own. so last night i had a dream, when it started, i was talking to a person who i really liked, and we were talking about how it was interesting that we both had android phones and used apple headphones, later i ended up at my school, which was held in an unfinished and deserted skyscraper building thing, you could tell there were windows, but i never looked out side of them. the only bit i remember about this which is what disturbs me, is that there were two people (that i can remember but i know there were more sort of background people that i knew were there, they were all boys, but couldnt see them, like the windows) one, my crush, and the other a person i dont particularly like. my crush was in his underwear and the person i didnt particularly like was naked fully. and they wouldnt leave me alone, this like in most of my dreams, i reacted normally to and rationally to, knowing it was just a dream. but this is what scared me so bad. so i ended up in my house, (which is not haunted at least not that im aware, no ones ever died here and its a calm house, no chills or things watching you.) i was sitting at the end of the dining table doing homework, everything was normal, my stepmom making dinner, my sisters playing with the kitchen set in the dining room, and my other sister on the phone in the living room. my dad though, was not there. while i was doing my home work, i got chills, like ghost chills. i shrugged them off. after few minutes, i got REALLY scared for no particular known reason. i ran into the kitchen to hug my stepmom. she comforted me and eventually i got back to my homework, feeling better. then while i was working, my mug moved by itself and brushed againsed my hand and i got scared again. not anxiety, really strong fear. i ran to hug my stepmom, but she wasnt there, neither were any of my sisters. and then i woke up. i went to look at the clock at the foot of my bed but it had turned around, and i couldnt see. its possible that i kicked it but i dont think i did. i wanted to grab my phone to call a friend, or run downstairs to hug my stepmom like i did in my dream, but i was so scared i couldnt move. my eyes kept closing to go back to sleep but i forced them open because i was so scared. i grabbed my laptop which was sitting next to me, texted one of my friends, and read comics until i fell back asleep. when i woke up, it turned out i had a nose bleed in my sleep. the day before i also drew a pansexual flag on my chalkboard, because i am. my friend seems to be tied to this somehow, shes been having really bad anxiety and other stuff, but that could just be superstition.
