Hi Everyone,

I haven't had many dreams over the last 3-4 years i have had a few traumatic events and developed bowel issues that have caused pain through the night and i struggle maintaining sleep as my anxiety is really bad, recently i have managed to get into deeper sleep patterns and i am having really bad nightmares two of which I'll discuss.

Nightmare 1.
An old friend stabbed me in the throat and i was bleeding out so i went to go say my goodbyes to my mum and asked her to say goodbye to my children. My mum died of cancer 15 years ago and i haven't seen the friend in around 8 years it felt 100% real and when i woke up i was soaking wet with sweat and my neck felt strange for hours after.

Nightmare 2.

Was about childhood abuse i haven't actually ever told anyone about this, the strange part is i allowed myself to forgive and feel the emotions that come with that so i could move on and it hasn't really affected me for probably 17 years.

I am going through a really bad period of depression which im assuming these dreams are being triggered by i just don't understand the messages.

Any help on decrypting these messages would be truly appreciated.