So in my dream last night, i dreamed about a lady and she said i was going to "nam" in a few days and i asked her what she meant and how i will get there, but she didn't answer and so i tried forcing her to tell me and i was very abusive and now im awake again, im filled with shame and sadness and guilt.
I cry when stepping on bugs, so it makes me uncomfortable as to why i had this dream. I hate myself for what my dream self did. 

Maybe this was a memory from a past life