I am 29 female and living with my partner. Ive been having alot of dreams about being molested or touched innapropriately and raped for the last 3 weeks... I have these dreams every night. They are all different. But this one I remember vividly! 

Background is that I have some promising changes happening at work. But I don'
 Know when that will be.

My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years, but he has fallen really sick with stomarch issues over the past year. It has been up to me to look after him. Cook and clean for him (even when I was signed off work with an injury) and work and pay all the bills. He is now depressed and never happy and seems never happy with me and what im doing or how i am doing it. Our home life is shrouded in negativity.

I was standing on a cliff with my boyfriend, we are both naked and it's night time and very dark and cold and loud (not music, sound of nature and running water)! My boyfriend tells me to jump and it's a long distance and I am scared but he says it will be fun. So I dive into the deep lake and my boyfriend dives in with me. All I can is water and bubbles and it's fun and I think to myself "hell yeah I can do this"

 So we repeat this a few times but the third time my boyfrend  disappears and I almost drown but I somehow swim to the surface. When I get to the waters edge a demon appears and proceeds to rape me... I woke up and was complelty paralysed and even in the same position ... it was really surreal and scary, more so than the other dreams. If like to hear suggestions of what this could mean?