I have recently had a very traumatic breakup with my boyfriend (now, ex boyfriend). I am 15 and he is 17. My parents found out we had sex and have forced us to never see or contact each other ever again. I love him and all I want to do is be with him. I think about him every day and I wonder what he thinks of this situation and if he still loves me too. My dream: It was a highschool party that took place in a house. Everyone was drinking and acting silly (as people usually do at these parties). I remember I was with my friends and we were having an okay time - not too bad and not too good. We were all talking/dancing and mingling with everyone until I see my ex boyfriend's mom. She is running around frantically trying to find him. She proceeds to ask me and I tell her that I do not know. I then look up the stairs and see him walking down. He appeared to be very very skinny, he wasn't wearing a shirt and I could see his ribs. He looked almost anorexic. I was standing next to one of my friends and he comes down and tries to hug me and tells me that he loves me and that he wants to be with me and doesn't care what my parents will do. He was completely drunk and was on the urge of vomiting. I have a phobia of vomit so I wanted to avoid him from hugging me. I told him "I can't do this anymore" and I ran away. I turn around to look back and I notice that he throws up and faints. During the dream, I felt as if I didn't want to get back together with him and that I didn't love him, although when I saw him in this bad state, I started sobbing, and in reality, I love him and I know I do. As I ran away, I went under a table in a corner and started sobbing. My friend came after me and began to comfort me. I then woke up.
