Hi,
If this was my dream, here's my interpretation.
Before I begin, I want to note that we are the producers, creators, script writer and main actor in our dreams. Therefore, nothing is there by chance.
"My mother and I came from my grandmothers house." In my dreams, houses and rooms are symbols of masculine based inner beliefs. Each wall, ceiling and floor are symbols of beliefs, in effect, walling off my ability to see my greater reality beyond the walls.
Why my grandmother's house? I am showing myself how my mother, grandmother and myself share some of the same underlying beliefs.
"I got into the drivers seat and my mother got into the passenger's." Cars in my dreams are yet more symbols of masculine based beliefs. I've found I use them to "travel" to often meet some of my other lives. My mother also shares the same beliefs the car is a symbol of.
I've also found, as I learn to understand the beliefs a car is a symbol of, the size of the car shrinks, it then becomes "old", then pieces of the car disappear, until finally, I'm looking at where my car used to be.
I am driving my own "belief compartment". My mother isn't ready to deal with the beliefs, so she "goes to sleep."
"I started driving on roads that I know, freeways, and I was driving so chaotic. At one point I was in the air and bumping into everything. "
This is actually a good sign! Why? I'm slowly, spiritually waking up, realizing my inner beliefs are driving me on the surface, AND they're now no longer working so well for me. I'm giving myself hints about this by flying in the air.
So, what's my response? I miss the point of this dream scene and use yet more of my limiting masculine based beliefs to spiritually communicate with, i.e. an app.
In my dreams and those of hundreds of people I've assisted, whenever I find myself using any type of technology to communicate, it's a way of letting myself know, my spiritual communication abilities are being hampered by my own beliefs. In this case, I want to know where I'm going, i.e. I'm not listening to my feminine which has all the abilities I need to learn which decisions to make inside myself.
My mom, doesn't understand what the symbols are either, i.e. she just stares looking at it. Recall it's my dream about me.
So what do I do? "I grab the phone and turn on the app for her." The phone and the app are symbols of a group of inner beliefs I've come to call "command control". They result, on the surface, of requiring a controller and a controllee. I've played both parts in many, many, many of my other lives.
That's why my mom is in this dream with me. In real life we "butt heads". In our dreams, we take life situations to use to show us, how deep, deep inside ourselves, why we create them. I then, take control of the belief symbol and turn on the app!!!!!!!
"I got off the free way and I'm now driving in a straight line of sand surrounded by water. " In my dreams, people made objects are symbols of masculine based beliefs. Nature is symbols of feminine based beliefs.
Given this, I was spiritually navigating my life, i.e. driving my masculine based belief car, which was supported by yet more masculine based beliefs, i.e. asphalt.
Now, I am using my masculine based beliefs where I am supported by feminine based beliefs, i.e. sand and water.
And, what happens? " I was attacked by these monsters scratching and taking pieces off of me. "
I'm laughing at myself as I write this. Why? It's my dream, about myself, that I script wrote. My masculine based command/control beliefs are afraid of my feminine. That's why I materialize the monsters. I don't like the "unpredictability" of my feminine, and I fear it will penetrate my masculine based belief walls, I use to protect me. If I was you, I'd research what the number 3 means. I could have selected any number of monsters, yet I choose three.
So, what's my response to the "attack"? I kept pressing a button trying to reset. I reset game and I'm really crying and i told my mom i got into a car crash she shook her head at me
I'm trying to use my old command/control beliefs to protect me, AND they're no longer working.
I then reset the game, i.e. I'm not ready to face myself. I'm all upset over how scared I was of my feminine. My mother, who's assisting me, as she and I work through these beliefs together, is simply watching me learn about myself.
"I was very nervous and anxious throughout this dream. Crying and screaming." The feelings at the beginning of a dream or, of a dream scene, are the themes of the dream. In this dream I am afraid of...myself.
Good news - I am laughing at myself! I realize I am the master of my own spiritual ship and I no longer need to be afraid of myself.
All dreams have choices. We can choose to learn from the dream or, decide not to listen to ourselves. If we decide to not listen to ourselves, these types of dreams will keep recurring until we decide to listen and work on ourselves.
I had a "feeling" while writing this interpretation. I suggest you read "Sphere and the Hologram, The: Explanations from the Other Side". It will help you learn to help yourself. I also got the feeling you might not like the book when you first read it. That's quite okay. Simply put it aside until you are ready.
I hope some of what I've said resonates deep within you.
With kind regards,
Guy
