I keep having different dreams where I find myself in messed up situations, and needing my boyfriend so bad. But in each dream its like he doesnt want me or doesnt care about me. Im always calling out to him and he keeps walking away from me or laughing when I tell him that I need him. Like he doesnt want to be there for me. We are apart right now and these dreams just started about a week after he left. Weve been apart for about 2 weeks now. Theres been dreams of violence when ive needed him and couldnt contact him and when i did he was drunk and didnt care and laughed at me, and there was a dream when he got to come visit me but wanted nothing to do with me because his ex girlfriend showed up.

We are still together and very much in love. Weve been engaged for 3 months now. But he had to go away for some probation type things in which i cannot see him for about a month