the whole of last year and this i keep having dreams of this one guy in my class. i use to really like him, but then i got put off, now its on and off about how i feel about him.
well about the dreams, there always of me and him talking, having a secret affair like staring at eachother, or tryna be next to eachother, i use to dream as if hes MINE. as if he doesnt like anyone else but me, once we were in a dark room together hugging eachother, another i dreamt that he kept following me and i loved it, another he accepted that i liked him and he stood on the far on grass area just smiling at me under the glossy sun like he was proud of himself then we ended up kissing in a not yet doneup house, i dreamt he was having a talkfight with this girl he had a thing with(for reals) then he just left her then followed me wen i walked through the room, he once got hinted by one of the girls at school while washing dishes, then he glanced strait at me and i just looked back like 'dont you dare'. then everytime i woke up... i felt friken awesome hahaha
except this one...
once i had a dream where there was a huge earthquake in Wellington, before it i was (literally)>climbing up stairs, then he came along. the climb was difficult then the earthquake started, i had window next to me and i was looking down i saw him run accross going to save people i could hear people screaming too. but i was safe where i was.
last night i had another dream(hadnt had one in a while) we were laughing, mock dancing too, he stood next to me in a room full of people but we were just laughing together.
then another scene we were walking through a sandy dune path, everything was dark and grey like a foul night time.
anyway i just REALLY
wanna know whats up with this guy, ive 'known' him since primary, hes four years older then me, we only had a real talk once and that was while he was with my friend, i still think hes hot.. but i dont know.. honestly dont know...............
