Quick background story, im 22/female and my best friend and I met about 2 years ago. We hit it off instantly and become best friends almost in that moment of meeting. We get along very well and we love laughing and do that alot when we're together. Also, I find her to be VERY attractive. when we first met in May, We OFTEN said things like "if you were a guy i would so date you" to each other. ALSO, we would joke and say that before the summer was over we would have sex with each other. And surely in august we had sex with each other. I don't consider myself a lesbian and neither does she but we have been together a couple more times since the first time .

I am not a lesbian; i would much rather be with a guy relationship wise than with a girl. Having sex with my best friend doesnt feel as good as it does with a guy. Sex with her is more of a mental high for me.

Anyway, I find myself always having sexual dreams about her. This makes me wonder about my subconscious. Is there something going on that I don't know about?

Sex in dreams is often symbolic... but it can also reflect a literal desire. Here are some links on this site to give you more perspective:

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Given that you have been down this road with your friend and you consciously prefer men, odds are that your dream is a reflection of the intimacy you feel with her. On another level, she may be symbolic of the kind of sexual partner you would like to find, where neither she nor her gender is the issue.

Only you, as the dreamer, can confirm the meaning of your dream. If you still have doubts, keep paying attention to your dreams. Dreams of sex with faceless women might suggest a different interpretation.

Hope that helps!