Yesterday I caught myself thinkin about my highschool bestfriend. I was thinkin about how much we each hav changed. It used to make me sad to think about how much we hav changed because we used to be so close and hav so much in common. but yesterday I found myself at peace with it. and in a sense ready to let her go.

but then last night i had a dream that our boyfriends and us were hangin out. i cant remember why, but our boyfriends left for a bit to do somethin and me and her sat alone and tlked while we waited. she said somethin to me that i really liked and i remember havin this overwhelming urge to want to kiss her. she just kept lookin at me and then eventually be both leaned in and kissed. it was just a peck and there was no othr contact. but it felt so right.

ive nevr been attracted to a gurl so this dream really confused me. i woke up almost immediatly aftrwards because it surprised me so much. and ive nevr loved her anymor than a friend. plus we arent even as close as we used to be.

idk maybe i just miss bein close to her but like i said i feel like im fine without her. i hav othr close friends now i dont need her.

any thoughts?

In your dream, your friend represents an aspect of your concious thinking. Look at her personality as you know it. The traits you see in her are the same traits within you, that the dream is addressing. So, not only do you miss her, but, there is a part of you, that you feel like you haven't seen for awhile. The kiss indicates that you are 'warm' to this part of your personality. Look over your life and see where you may have gorten caught up in life's activities only to realize that there hasn't been time for you. Perhaps a new class, kids, a job...it's easy to neglect or 'subdue' parts of yourself in favor of dealing with other stuff. Hope this helps. God bless.

Thanx! i can actually see that being true.