this morning, i woke up from a dream where i was in high school again; there were a lot of uh.. oddities (strange mischevous but not downright evil small monsters for one), but there were two that stuck out to me the most.

i was frazzled the entire time - even if everyone else was fine with what was happening. i had to go to a pharmacy in order to get some medicine before the bus got there and the person working there was so serene she made me freak out even more! a sort of "how can you be this calm when THIS is happening" emotion.

that, and.. well, when i caught my bus home, despite the driver's reassurance that he'd be able to get us to our area safely, he made a turn through a broken gate and into a very slim concrete walkway beside a lake. needless to say.. it didn't work. we toppled into the lake, and i'm pretty sure everyone drowned.

i usually have drowning type dreams (usually in cars, actually!) when i'm navigating a stressful or otherwise complicated or delicate situation.. and i am, in fact, currently navigating complicated feelings - toward someone - to be precise.


thank you for reading this, and doubly so for sharing your thoughts if you feel compelled. i'm mostly sharing to share - i find this topic interesting, and i like knowing other people's opinions on things like this!