I have had this dream multiple times now. A little back story, my fiancé passed away unexpectedly December 2015 shortly before we were to be married. In the dream, I have memories of him passing and his funeral, etc. I then find out (not sure how much time has passed) that he has in fact lived, and it was kept hidden from me. Sometimes, he is living in his old home. Other times, he is somewhere I don’t recognize. His family always knows, and his mother and grandmother are “taking care” of him. In some of the dreams, he is completely recovered and is working and living a normal life, and others he is recovering but doing well. It is always something I find out has been kept from me. In them, I’ve never been told why. I always wake up distraught and in tears. Why do I keep having this dream? What does it mean?