So I'm 6 months pregnant and I had a very real dream last night that my boyfriend, the father of my baby, had killed himself. All I can remember now is he was somehow alone in a plane and caused it to crash on purpose. And I remember the realization not hitting me for a few days. I had went to my grandmothers house to tell her she wont see him again and thats when it hit me. I started crying and thinking my baby will never know her father. I woke up very upset and crying and made him hug me and promise he won't do that. And it bothered me all day while I was at work.