So I used to think that I was aromantic asexual but now I am starting think that I might be panromantic asexual(with some sexual urges).

So I had this dream that I had sex with Minghao of seventeen kpop group but we were married. In the dream I could tell it wasn't a honeymoon it was like we had been married a while. We were so in touch with one another that the way he look at me just made me start making out with him then we had sex. missionary style.

In real life I am not attracted to Minghao but I do think he is talented and I do look up to him so the dream was shocking. Sex dreams to me are always shocking because I have never been in a relationship with anyone before.