Last night, I had this dream about a current situation I'm in. Here's the backstory, I have been in deep love for my friend (let's call Ryan) for four long years. I'm crazy about Ryan, he is the most gorgeous guy I've ever seen, but he isn't interested in me, he just likes me as a friend. Now, for the last 5 months, I've been friends with this other guy (let's call Sam), Sam has revealed that he loves me so much that he wishes to marry me and spend the rest of his life with me, but I'm not interested in him. I recently told Sam about my feelings for Ryan and now Sam won't even talk to me, I think I really hurt him and I feel terrible about it, and I feel depressed that I just lost perhaps my only chance of having a really great guy. 
P.S. Both Ryan and Sam are in a different country than me so we've never actually met in person, just through video chatting.
 
Now on to the dream I had, I dreamt both Ryan and Sam were here with me meeting me in person for the first time ever. I dreamt Ryan (who I love to my inner core) was the most hideous human I've ever seen. I dreamt his face was all scarred and deformed looking that was just pure UGLY. And Sam (the guy I have no love attraction for) was the beautiful one.

I don't get it, is this just a weird dream, or is something in the universe trying to tell me something? I've known Ryan WAY longer than I've known Sam, and I know Ryan is beautiful, in real life, Ryan is truly beautiful and looks NOTHING like the ugly him I saw in my dream! And Sam really is cute, but not the cutest, and definitely NOT beautiful like he was in my dream!


Can you please interpret this? Thank you very much in advance!