I’ve only had this dream once but waking up after it (remembering every detail) I feel like I’ve dreamt it at least once before. I also want to add before I start that I am no longer a student, haven’t been for 2 years now, and I don’t recognise this teacher from my school days at all. Let’s begin...I start off sat outside my old primary school with the friends I had when I used to go there (we are all 19 now). We don’t have any stuff with us, we’re just chatting, when a coach/bus pulls up outside, two teachers come out of the school gates followed by a group of kids. We all get on this bus, the kids are all at the back and due to there being an odd number of us I end up sat next to said teacher. Nothing happens during the first 3 hours. After a while driving our bus driver pulls in to a service station. Practically everyone gets off the bus, I decide to stay on as I’m comfortable and don’t need anything, he stays with me. We’re now the only two left. He puts his hand on my leg and turns to look at me, he starts talking about how I grew up. I don’t remember him saying much between that and the bus doors closing. He took my clothes off me, I don’t remember fighting him. Suddenly I find myself in a manipulated position with him over me and then inside me. I just remember lying there, enjoying the affection but asking him to stop. He continued to sit with me for the remainder of the bus journey. During another pit stop he asked me to stay on the bus, I did. He threatened me, told me to never tell anyone he had me pressed against the seat with a knife to the back of my arm. He cut my arm ever so gently, I barely noticed it. He then covered it so it wouldn’t bleed everywhere. Once we were at the hotel, he dragged me to his room and ripped the plaster/bandaid off my arm, I let out a cry and he slapped me for it. He said it was infected, I believed him. He left the room and came back a while later with painkillers, antibiotics and something else. He told me to take them so I did. He was forcing me to stay in his room, I didn’t leave unless he told me to. So I didn’t leave, he would come back and tease me. He’s kiss me, touch me and make me touch him. I wanted it too at the time but he’d never go all the way. He was vigilant on my cut, which seemed fine to me but he kept shoving drugs down me. I felt drowsy at one point, I was half awake but I could tell I’d been moved to the bed, under the covers now. I felt warm, I felt him around me, I felt him inside me. It all felt right, like that was what I was meant to be doing. Being with him. Then I woke up... I am very confused about this dream so any help would be greatly appreciated. Sorry this was so long, thanks to anyone that got this far haha.