I am 21, female, and married to the love of my life. But I constantly have dreams about being in love with/in an affair with my favourite marvel character, Bucky Barnes. I used to have an unhealthy obsession with him, but once I found my husband, I stopped. Its been awhile since I even saw him in anything, and that was just Infinity War. But I just keep having these dreams where he and I are together. I'm helping him through the PTSD of HYDRA or something like that and he and I are /very/ intimate. 
Just last night, I dreamt that he and I were trying bdsm in a club that catered to that kind of stuff. What is wrong with me?