I am a 39 y.o. cis woman who is recovering from alcoholism. I have one year sober, completed a sober house successfully three weeks ago and moved in w my friend "Al". He turned out to be sexually inappropriate, very rude to my boyfriend, and very controlling. I quickly moved in w my sponsor "Bev" and her 21 y.o. goddaughter "Cara". Cara comes from a history of terrible abuse and her stepdad was like Al. My boyfriend "Dixon" is wonderful but already lives w a son & can't afford to help me. His oldest son went to Federal Pen & I went to the sentencing. My own son is 17 and lives out of state and is finally texting me again.

In my dream, I was eating a salad w spinach and radishes and I was embarrassed I was eating so fast but I was so hungry. I was very happy afterwards until I found out I had food all stuck in my teeth. I pulled a slice of radish out and out came a tooth. I was standing in a round stainless steel bathroom and I found the tooth but it was pink.

I went into a chemistry lab of a HS and that too was stainless steel and round. All these 30-50 y.o men were sitting around, working on projects and I kept asking for help putting my tooth in but they either ignored me or laughed. I went back into the bathroom and realized I was losing more teeth - these looked huge, pink but see- through and one shattered.

I don't know when I actually woke up, but Bev and Cara later told me that IRL I was shouting NO NO NO in my sleep. Next, I walked into the living room eyes wide open, walked right past them without acknowledgement and into the bathroom. When I came back, I muttered "sorry" and went to bed.

I remember the dream but not my behavior and I don't know what came first. The behavior happened at 11pm on April 9.

All of the names I used were made up bc I won't use real names.