So I had this rather complicated dream, and I only find meanings to specific parts of the dream but never to the whole picture. My dream was rather complicated, but I'll explain as detailed as I can:
I was with friend on a Speed boat. We did knock a door run on Freighters near the Port, but at one Freighter there was a Door a bit Open. There was someone looking through the Crack, a Man in a Suit with a 9mm handgun, he took one Step out and in a swift Motion Shot me and my Friend Point Blank Directly into the Middle of the Forehead. It felt so real and I thought I died but somehow my eyes Opened,i was dizzy, everything was blurry and I somehow drove the Boat to Land, somehow managed to walk to the Hospital was about to enter but then woke up. I wonder what this means the things I've found are just about getting shot in the head, something about fighting with myself and hating myself but I dont feel that way, I even rather like myself, and I found nowhere something about the survival Part, and maybe about the friend who was with me and died.
Edit: i think the person in the suit was a Mafiosi, didn't mentioned it because of the title.