In my dream I saw a spider trapped in amber. I reached out to this spider (a redback with a red hourglass on its back) and it climbed on my forearm and bit me, injecting its poison into me. There was no fear or anxiety or anything ,it felt perfectly normal and natural, like it was supposed to happen. It was not threatening. But I lie down and died. As I died, I took in the breath of life, one long slow breath that filled up all of me, and I came back to life and felt better than I did before. I kissed the spider to thank it and it crawled on my face and entered my left eye. It turned my eye backwards and made it look into myself, like it was using my eye to see my soul, and all I could see was the eye looking at me from the inside. I felt an intense, but warm vibration. Then I woke up.

Any ideas as to what this means?