I'm having these dreams that always revolve around my husband getting back together with his ex wife during their mediation meeting coming up in a few weeks. What's really hard about it is that she never seems to be rude or to be the instigator to take him from me, more like shes just acting natural and hes the one who is trying to hurt me. In all of the dreams she is very respectful toward me (the exact opposite of real life) and his actions toward her make me feel embarrassed more than hurt. I am the mother of a newborn so I am not getting much sleep anyway and I can feel my dreams blurring into reality where I feel embarrassed of his actions in the dream even though none of that has happened in real life. What the hell is happening to me??