Im gay. I recently I had a dream where i was laying on my back, and my head was in a strange mans lap, he was sitting obviously. He was forcing me to kissing him since I was in a submissive position. I was fearful yet aroused in this dream because I didn't want to be kissed. I woke up from my dream. Although, I think I know what my dream is about I'd love some help on interpretation. I am single and has been awhile since I've felt any real connection with someone.